Limbo Chap VII-IX

Chap VII - Fish

I walked outside and saw a pool with two fish in it. The two fish reminded me of pain and hoping, that i had. Looking back the pain that i always had and the hope that one day, that the pain will go away. How long i have wished that i didn't care and wishing i was able to have it but that never was true and never will be. Even knowing the pain will not go away, i still hold on to it knowing with out it, there is nothing i have. Looking around i think i saw another fish but was gone before i can see it. Think that not deciding to do anything abou it and just leaving it, wishing that i was not in that position.

Chap VIII - Trees

I looked up and saw many trees that is how little it was that i know of this place or anyone. That walking passing by seeing trees after trees, that i don't know and wishing that i did know about it. Wishing that it was never like this and wishing that , going around will finally find some of the things that i can care about and are able to know but can't happen when i care so much about everything.

Chap XI - Rock

I walked pass everything and saw a Rock on the ground and picked it up. I throw it away, looking back that it was forgetting the troubles around but is always there, choosing not to solve or help. that is issues that will always be there and never will be gone.

Prologue

I fell after this and then there was was the things i have see before and around me, the grass road, The Key, The Rare Flower, The Curtains , Dozen Pink Flowers, Window, The Fishes, The Trees and The Rock. I wonder why it was shown and what it says about everything. But I soon forget am back in the darkness with nothing.
I had a hard time trying to think of how to write this in a way where it still tells the meaning but not to give away, what it really means . So most of the stuff i wrote i am guessing don't really connection to it. I guess i need to improve on these type of writings. I think i will go back to normal format after this.